Grateful for the stressful moments I endure via /r/gratitude

I say this because I’m currently taking a college algebra math course on top of 3 others classes. This math course has caused me a lot of stress. I have gotten very frustrated to the point where I will cry, and feel so exhausted that when I try going to sleep, I cannot sleep. However, the next day is always a new day. And today, I am feeling grateful for this stress because it’s showed me that I’ve taken my life for granted. Before this math course and the stress I’ve endured I was taking my free time and ease for granted. Suck with feeling kinda ungrateful and not a wave of gratefulness. I have practiced genuine gratitude for a while now, expressing it while journaling and to people I am close to. Today, I’m experiencing this again. I finally cooked a real meal after not doing so for 2 weeks. Cooking is something I enjoy doing. If you click my page you will see numerous dishes. I feel like shedding a tear writing this and expressing my gratitude. Thank you for this moment, I hope I don’t lose this and I hope I get back on track, tackling school better than ever, with a better attitude.