Grateful for inauthenticity via /r/gratitude

I am self centered, greedy, ignorant, I care about being right and making other people wrong, I have trouble keeping my word to myself, I avoid being responsible for my own life, and although I put forth that I’m always happy, full of energy, and kind to everyone, sometimes I just want to curse the world, crawl into a hole and disappear.

And if I ever forget any of that, I have no choice to authentically be anything but my lowest tendencies. And I will judge harshly those traits in everyone else, causing a pernicious misery in my heart in exactly the same moment.

Im grateful for the ability to be authentic about my inauthenticity, and experience compassion and love.