Grateful for my friends stopping me from going over the edge. via /r/gratitude

I have been going through a really rough and stressful divorce. My newfound friends that I have from after my separation gave me more support than I could ever need. They let me move in with them and told to take the time I need to take care of my business. They have no idea that everyday I wanted to commit suicide and almost did on several occasions but they would always recognize when I was in distress and just start talking to me. I was isolated for a long time so this is my first real authentic friendship since before I met my ex wife. My friends have no idea how many times they talked me back from the permanent solution. I will tell them one day when the divorce and court battles are over, But until then Im grateful for these beautiful souls that have been more than friends for me. I just hope I can give back as much if not more for keeping me together.