Grateful for my grandmother and my fiance via /r/gratitude

Sadly, my grandmother died last 17th of March. Everyone accepted that she might pass anytime including myself. I thought I was ready because she was old and has kidney failure but, well, I guess nobody is truly ever ready. I miss her and will probably miss her until my death. Our last exchange of words were both I love you’s and goodbye’s the last time we met a few weeks before her death.

I am thankful for the love, concern, and care that she has given me. I am eternally grateful and thankful that she was my grandmother.

I am also very grateful for my fiancé and my brother-in-law for helping me during these tough times. I would have suffered a lot more if not for them. A simple “how are you” really helped.

Posting this so I could look back and not forget the pain and the gratitude that I’m feeling right now.