Grateful for the time I have left in this life to know myself via /r/gratitude

I unfortunately had a shitty childhood. I had to fight every step of the way to get where I am today. I made significant progress in my healing recently after decades of PTSD. Now I feel like I have some breathing space to live a little and really get to know my authentic self; the child and person that was not allowed to feel safe enough to just be. I have that safety now. I am a loving person despite the anger and hate I felt for so long. I have many skills and talents that I use to better myself and others. I am healthy and can run for miles even though I struggle. I still wrestle with questions that can’t be answered but I am learning to just live in this beautiful life I managed to create despite it all.