Grateful my husband tolerates me via /r/gratitude

I usually wake up before my husband and do my routine before he wakes up. When he gets up is when I tell him about my day. But…..

I tend to be too much sometimes.
I get over excited when I learn new things, when I notice new gains in my strength during my workouts, or see cool stuff when I’m out on my walk.

Ever since I got sober life just feels brand new to me, so I kind of behave like a child that’s discovering a brand new world.

I try to keep my cool, but sometimes I just can’t hold my in my excitement.

He says he likes it when I get excited but his facial expressions and his body language consistently screams otherwise.

I don’t know if past trauma has conditioned me to feel the need to shrink myself or if I’m really seeing the shift in his body language in the moment, though.

I’m getting better at calming myself down. It feels like I’m putting a cork in a shaken up soda bottle but I’m getting better at it.