How could I ever forget everything I have to be grateful for? via /r/gratitude

I have everything I could ever want.

I am grateful for my fiance – he is the most honest, genuine and loving man I could have asked for. We fit so well together, I feel like I can be 100% myself around him. He will always listen and reminds me to love the simple things in life.

I have a family who's most significant flaws only stem from wanting to be good people, and not wanting to burden others. My mom has always put us first.

I have a job which pays me well and allows me to choose what I do, how I learn.

I have friends who are fun and loving and rational and supportive.

I live in London, somewhere I could only have dreamed of living as a kid.

How could I ever forget all this and complain? How can I ever be anything but grateful?

I think I have fears about not deserving it, or about wanting myself to be better, so it causes me some discomfort, but all I have to do is remember "I have everything I ever wanted" and when I do, I feel like the luckiest person alive.