I am Grateful for my Resilience and Renewing Self Delusional Optimism : D lol- And That I Always Keep Reaching Out, Always Keep Trying via /r/gratitude

In times of despair and hardship, when others have given up – I keep believing in possibility.

I keep remaining open to options, keep trying to think outside the box to adapt and adjust and to find a way through.

I am grateful that I dont give up on others but know in my past, as even my best friend and my God Mother advised that I should have, stating my family was only hurting me. Yes it took its toll.

And now I have adjusted as is my only option to try to rebuild me.

I am so grateful that I have resilience and so very grateful that I dont let despair completely defeat me.

I am grateful I am resilient in the face of everything.

I am so very grateful that I have always been the person, a person…that does not give up.

I am so very grateful that I always keep trying.

Sometimes trying doesnt mean even moving forward, sometimes it may mean just keeping upright.

I keep my self preservation at the forefront and keep trying and am so grateful this is me and what I do : ) ; ) : ) : ) : ) : )